So now, all I could think about is dance.
I love dance, seriously.
But I'm too noob to even love it.
My biggest regret in life is not to learn dance when I was young.
Now that I joined CD as my CCA, I thought that I'm really really freaking asssholely stupid/noob.
Really. T.T
Seniors and some of my CD mates so pro.
But I'm just bloody hell noob.
WHY?
Maybe I must have dance tuition too. Lols, meaning learn dance outside.
But my parents don't allow.
Everything also talk about moneymoneymoney.
I hate the person who created money yeah?
Too bad I can't say I want to kill him/her.
Cause he's probably dead by now. Hahas.
If no money then no poor people and rich people.
Then everyone will be equal.
Isn't that great?
Hais. I so noob in dance yet I still want to learn.
What's the point?
ZZZ.. I not even flexible?
It's almost 1 year ler.
I can only do splits.
Others I really CMI.
Laoshi teach new steps, I don't even know.
Walaus, I really dam noob.
Studies also noob.
To me lahs.
I everything also noob.
Wth. I'm such a loser/failure mans.
Seriously.
Everyone should have a talent lahs.
I don't even have.
Everything also never learn.
Now I learn dance cause it's a CCA only.
I mean I can learn dance because of CCA.
If there's no CCAs in every schools, my parents won't let me learn lahs.
T.T I so noob.
WHYWHYWHY?
Walausssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I join dance also never like contribute or whatever anything.
Only make everyone angry.
Lols, not really everyone.
Make laoshi angry make seniors fed up(maybe)?
Wa, I feel like dying(:
I don't know why the hell I'm born for lehs.
Waste space, waste money, waste 1 life.
I might as well die lahs.
Seriously.
Nothing to do.
Everyday at home rot.
Chiong dance also don't know how to chiong.
At home if I learn myself I don't even know whether it's correct or not.
Wah sian.
Then everytime go dance I mean CCA lahs, I always very scared lehs.
Scared later I do wrong.
But usually I always do wrong lahs.
At home try can.
Go there I scared till forgot everything lor.
Damn tiring lehs.
T.T.T.T
I superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr noob.
If compare me with ShawEn is like yi ge tian yi ge di you know?
She super pro lehs.
T.T I so noob.
Lols. I not like compare for fun or what lahs.
Just trying to improve myself mahs.
How to improve?
I too noob to improve lahs.
Next time I become senior.
Sekali even junior better than me.
Damn embarrassing.(spelling???)
I everything so lan.
2012 doomsday.
I damn happy.
Hahas, not really lahs, it's scary too.
But then if really 2012 doomsday right.
Then if have afterlife or reincarnation, I want to learn dance(:(:
If heng heng I reincarnate become human and a girl lahs.
Hahas. O'levels must study hard.
Cause it's maybe our last exam in our this life..
So sad. Hahas.
Yeah, so in conclusion, I'm just a person who is such a loser, failure and noob.
And waste space in this Earth, waste life and money.
DANCEDANCEDANCE. I just can't forget about dance.
I love dance too much but I'm such an asshole noob(:
Yeah, so I'm seriously stupid.
In my family, I think my results the worst.
Family as in relatives(:
Hahas.
Okay so later going to cemetery.
Pray my grandfather's father(:
Hahas. So nothing to say now. Bye!

JESLIN - the loser/noob/failure/stupid girl.